ThE TRuTH oF aBiE

im abie >>> 27 y/o… on may 2007-i’m just a crazy kinda man, i’ll tell it to d world, ive jaz begun having fun… i luv d color blue,red,black and white! and love dancing n my underwear. i’m just a gothic kind of person ??? im a mess but dnt fucking mess with me!!!one wrong muv then ur gone! i laugh at d stupidest things and always say da wrong thingz at da wrong tym. i’ve been reckless,but i am not rebel for no cause! i cry for no reason and sumtymz get mad easily.
im jaz me and datz all i can be…

Life is full of lies.. Rejection and denies.. Were here till the bitter end.. No one will ever be my friend.. But thats ok.. Because I wont live long any way.. Kill me here kill me now.. I will grab the gun and pow.. One shot to end it all.. Watch me slip and watch me fall..
I will die without pain.. Life is but a meaning less game.. We all have one goal.. To live and to die.. We all will have our wish at they end.. To be with out any one not even a friend.. Thats what I say about life.. If you disagree ill stab you with a knife.. To end your bitter life.. (//_+)

TeNTaN9 aKu SaaT iNi

dengar kawan, aku punya cerita …

satu genggaman asa telah kupegang,

melihat, mendengar dan merasakan kehancuran sebuah hidup

kawan, entah bagaimana cara menceritakannya

terlalu hampa, perih tergoncang saat ingin kuungkapkan

kawan, pahit sudah kutelan cerita ini, ingin segera kubeberkan segalanya

tapi kenapa lidah ini begitu kelu terasa

kawan, hanya satu kalimat yang bisa kukeluarkan

“negeri ini telah hancur begitu juga hidup ini”

Ya; hancur berkeping sampai membuat hati orang-orangnya berkeping

kawan, aku ingin bercerita

tapi hanya tangis yang bisa ku perdengarkan untukmu

maafkan aku kawan,

kepingan hatiku telah terpecah lagi

FRa9iLe

Build a castle in my heart

shatter it in front of me

cover my dream with flowers

tear it into pieces … all in silence

when you want it the most,

there’s no easy way out

Tell me a fairy tale

when the prince finds his princess

but then he leaves her…all of at sudden

none of the happy ending

when you want it the most,

there’s no easy way out

Just laugh at myself

at my biggest mistake

when my life seems like a joke